I don't have time to write about it right now ... family is here visiting and my sweet baby needs holding, but there is an entry growing in my heart, my belly, my soul right now. It's not pretty, but I need to write about it. The title here tells you what I need to write about, and soon. I never thought I would have an experience that fell under that category, but I have, and I have things to work through. I refuse to be defined by it, but I think it will fester terribly if I don't get it out.
I know you will be here to help me work through it all, when the time comes. If there is anything this experience has shown me, it is how richly blessed in friends I am. This realization came at a time where I think it might have saved me. At least one conversation with my best friend DID -- I was going off the deep end and she pulled me back in.
Anyhow, more to come. In the meantime --- thank you.