Hey all! First, I just wanted to thank you all for your continued support through all of this. I really do appreciate all of your broad shoulders and open arms. It's helped me more than you can imagine.
Second, I want to apologize if I am complaining about something that ultimately had such a positive, happy outcome. I realize that a healthy baby and mama is the most important thing at the end of it all, and I certainly have that. And THAT is what I am focused on most of the time. However, there are moments in the day where memories pop up that really bother me, and I very much want to put them to rest. I don't have very many people here other than Toby and my Mom that I can talk to about this sort of thing (most of my friends here in SF are pregnant with their first babies and it wouldn't be very helpful to share my experience with them!).
So. This is where I can come to work through everything.
Thank you for listening.